Enjoy the Silence

Well, if u asked hard enough for what u want, u will def get it one way or another….

From hereon, let’s just play someone else’s game, and this time, looks like karma all over again for yours truly. Getting nicked in my own ass this time. Any output, any comments, sharing, abet with wrong phrasing, just ends up somewhere in the drain. So, play safe, mitigate issues, just shut the f*** up. If can dun say, keep the trap shut.

One less worry, one less problem, another day happy and smooth sailing. Or so it seems. I just hope there’s enough in the tank to last the journey and that it becomes ingrained in me, or I get used to the fact that have to work within another person’s confines.

Beyond that, the rest is just one big puzzle bubble. There are always power justifications or ‘take it or leave it’ mantras when it comes to other, yet strangely for u bro, just roll with the times. No firm-ness, no crappy sharing and no critique. Wun work out well, u shld know that waaaay well by now. Happy skimming times = happy vibes = near perfection.

I think we kinda recognize things are not gonna budge much from here, and expectations kill. So love is really abt accepting and loving the bad, coz everyone can easily love the good. The gd characteristics, beauty, legs, demeanor, everyone can do the lovin’. Extremely true.

But it’s truly loving the imperfections that create that new world. And it needs to be mutual. Else it’s kaput time again. Sometimes u can’t help but feel like an idiot strung along, but at times u have flight of fancy. And we just freaking hope that we are on the right bus and doing the right things.

We are at very most at midpoint (not) and there’s way more agony to go. More repetitions, more justifications of procrastinations and more sub-sub reasons. Sorry, where were we? Better steady oneself for the long, sleepless trip to nowhere.

What a wonderful life…